Monday, 5 December 2011

It hurts

Today Will and I meet a lady at Entebbe airport. As we were waiting for her my eyes welled up with tears as I watched families greet each other, some were even crying themselves as they hugged their loved ones. I so wished that was me, greeting my family back in Brisbane, Australia. At that moment I would have given anything to jump on the next flight back to Australia. 

But I had to really ask myself the question, if I was really given the choose, would I? The answer was easy, no! It hurts so bad sometimes being away from family, especially when I don’t know exactly why I am here but at the same time that’s why I couldn’t jump on the next plane. I wouldn’t change this point of my life for anything! It’s hard waiting for clear direction from God but following God isn’t easy, sometimes it hurts so bad. But I know that God has my best interests in mind, He would never leave me, He is my comfort, He is my provision, He is my guidance, He is the reason at 11 years old He placed Africa not just on but in my hear,t I have to continue to push on and be lead by his voice. 

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